thank you all for what you have said, and i now that all of ou are right....its just seems so hard, especially when today i found out that people who i thought were my friends, including my sister, were talking about me because i stood up for what i believed in. My friend was stoned when he was walking home from school because he is gay, and i said something to the guys who did it, and they said i should just pretend it didnt happen and i was selfish for doing it because it would make it worse when it actually gave him the courage to do the same since he knew he wasnt alone anymore...i just dont get it, no matter wha ti do good..it just isnt good enough..oh well....

why does life hurt so much?