I stayed away, still successfully for a year now. Im in a bit of a slump after having a very good ...er um....time. i dont know how else to put it. No good reason. or hell maybe there is a good reason. I just feel unhappy. Like the urges to cut are terrible. I thought taking a hiatus and working on it would work, it just never goes away.

Im down lately - death in family - money -abuser of mine, going back at me in different ways......just getting me down.

I miss my mom.....thanks for letting me vent.

Maybe I should give up the title huh?

C