Kathyanita,
Take your time, you are strong and you have a voice. You are real and your life did really take place. I wish for you and for all of us that we had perfect happy lives. But my magic wond isn't working to change what had happened. All we can do is be here to support each other in the healing. So if you feel like you need to speak we are all here to listen and never judge. Silence is sometimes the loudest sound there is.
Monty