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Old Feb 19, 2009, 11:42 PM
skymonk skymonk is offline
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Location: Portland, OR
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My bf&I seemed to have been getting along fairly well after a really tough 2008. Tuesday night he took me to see "Twilight"&said he enjoyed the movie&all seemed well. The next morning he wouldn't talk to me, eat w/me, or stay in the same room as me. He's been spending 99.9% of his time away from me for the past few months, but I've counted that as good time because he's said "I love you"&hugged&kissed me&we haven't had any screaming fights. I'm doing my best to find a job-going to workshops at the Employment Dept. to boost my skills&refine my job searches-I think he wants me to leave. He says "I love you" but he doesn't mean it&doesn't seem to want anything to do with me-I don't know what I did. This is just the latest in a series of instances of him breaking my heart-I'm hurting&would really like to hear some heartfelt words to keep me going.
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I am a 39 year old female that is diagnosed with bipolar disorder,anxiety disorder and post traumatic stress syndome. I'm on disability and often have no one to talk to when I'm not feeling so good. So please contact me if you'd like to talk or share or vent. I'm listening!