I never thought that I would feel like website was more my family than my own family. I express myself a lot more here than I could with my parents. That's pretty sad. I think my mom is scared of anything different from her own beliefs. As soon as someone believes something different from what she thinks, she targets them and just judges them. Why can't she just enjoy life. I've never understood why she needs to complicate things. She's lost my brother my sister...and now she is working on me. I can't be myself around her and I wish she would jsut listen to people...it drives me crazy