having very bad days right now with DID, just so confused and trying to withdraw from everything and everyone and i know thats not good but i dont know what to do. want to feel better but dont know how just keeps getting worse instead of better, all the others (alters). are coming out more and one very fearful and angry and full of rage, dont know how to deal right now. ok i be quiet now sorry to keep rambling on. just to let you all know i love jigsaw puzzles and am good at working them but i have always felt like one so why cant i work it out and put the pieces together as easy. or at all for that matter. im just a jigsaw puzzle torn all apart and dont know which way to go right now.