We've been talking for a while. He doesnt like to use the phone s we text message. We met at my sister's wedding (hes my brother-in-laws best friend).

We have gotten togethera few times and each time resulted in some type of sexual activity. This unlike me. I went too far the other night.We are not dating but are pretty close to one another and like each other ( Ithink).

I told him night before last that I needed it to stop. If we were just friends as he tells people then we needed to be just friends. I dont wanna continue and fall for him and have my heart shattered. He finally said hes not lookingto date anyone and I said its cool but we have to be friends for now.

Then I freked out inside and regreted saying anything becauseI dont wanthim to stop talking tome.I stillreally like him. He says hes cool with it and he will male adjustments to make me happy. BUt he says he cant believe I have changed my mind in2days. Yes I was happy. I told him I was happy with things. BUt then I realized.....the last chick he was with just want himaround for sex. Theyd meet and you know and then leave. And I donthimI dontwanttobe placedin that category.

Iknow hes madbut he says hesnot.I had hope we could still talk but he wont really answer texts.

I hope I didnt ruin everything.I suck. I dont like going to far and I did the other ngiht. Iwasnt reayd todo those things,.