And willing to stay alive. More than ever.
I m depressed, tired, i dont sleep, barely eat, committed numerous attemps, died 2 times clinically and was very unhappy to survive.
Its hard, very hard to live with this illness.
So hard that we are worth more than the other normal ppl.
Its takes so much efforts to do the simplyest things, that we can develop a will to overcome everything.
And bipolar wont prevail on me!