((C ))) im thinking about this 'not being seen ' statement of yours some more... good on you for all you've done and the progress you've made, also, thanks for the help you've given me when i needed it.. i hope i can repay some way...

at times we all might feel like not wanting to be seen and maybe this is what is meant by the words 'walking the talk' .. i know you are a brave one and are one who walks her talk even tho, like the rest of us, sometimes you might feel like you've put too much out there and feel out on the limb (heard that somewhere) ..

dont give up hope on you or your ability to come out of the box you've been hiding in.. there are caring others here and in your town to i pray... just dont let the fear defeat you, keep stepping, speaking, and sharing... and most of all, keep getting better

always your friend