(((((((((((olamaja, Sphinx_23, Safron, Jacq, nwtr, turquoisesea)))))))))))))))

Thank you all. For everyone struggling - I know that the first year was the hardest, by far... then it's only been bad when my depression has been bad - so it's easier to control. Try not to have to go the route alone, because it's hard. Very very hard to do it by yourself (take that from me as a "been there, done that"!) As for me being an inspiration - Jacq - you're a wonderful friend for being near me and helping always. I offer you the same support if you want it. NWTR, I miss posting often too! It's a bit weird not posting as much... but I always like hearing from you.

Thanks everyone.