Valexand...Let me tell you...there are many, many people here on PC who can and will help you. I came here 4 years ago a basket case. I got so much compassionate and helpful insight that helped me take the baby steps toward recovery from an emotionally abusive relationship. At times, it does seem like baby steps, truly. But you WILL get there!

You know that video I sent you...You are the beautiful skater in that video. Remember this!
Love
Patty