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I'm so glad you e-mailed your T and she e-mailed you back. 2 1/2 months is still the beginning of the relationship, and it makes total sense that you are still in the stage of building trust. It's hard. But it sounds like she is willing to put in the effort on her end to help you learn to trust her, and that is such a good thing. Good for you for being so open with what your concerns were and asking for clarification....that's how therapeutic relationships are built