Use the drugs to help you get ahead... How do you feel when you're on them? I was abusing xanax a LOT after my brother died and believe it or not my drug abuse actually helped me do things in my life I never thought I'd do. I left my parents house... got a new job working from home... started making alot of money and here I am 2 years later "living the dream". Well it looks good on paper at least... but I owe it all to xanax.
Don't just sit there next time you're on drugs.... do something with your life!! I know I'm much more outgoing on drugs... They give me this drive to get ahead.