I met a nice man at the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance- he was well dressed, has a nice family, is pretty well off, is kind, is a Christian as I am, and just a decent good looking guy.

I have a long history of sleeping with many, many men, all kinds of sex, I am used to getting it whenever and however I want it..

He, on the other hand, is a virgin.

He was over late one night and we fell asleep by each other's side..he began fondling me and I him, I ended up giving him oral sex, and he ended up losing his virginity to me..for a small second..then he backed off, asking why I ever invited him to lay down with me.

He did ask about doing it again, although his feelings are definately mixed- half of him seems to want sex, the other half seems so fragile and hesitant..

I do not want to hurt him! I can back off and let our relation grow, I can..I can learn to accept his lack of experience/skill..

I am used to really, really, hot lovers with lots of skill and lasting very long though...

Yet I feel this is a DECENT SWEET guy and perhaps it is time I spent time with someone like him, after all, I feel lonely when all these bad boys **** me and leave mintues after...

Perhaps Justin, as I'll call him, perhaps Justin and I could learn to relate to each other in a more mature but less satisfying way, perhaps with time it COULD EVENTUALLY be satisfying...

Thoughts?...........