This is very embarrassing, so please withhold the laughter and judgement. I've had cases before where I had a crush on a teacher in grade seven. I felt like they were the love of my life, no joke. I always felt happy being in their class and my life seemed a lot brighter. I guess i got attention i had always seeked. What is really horrible is that I had a crush on my teacher in grade nine. and I still can't get them out of my head. I know it sounds silly but I don't even know why I have these feelings. It's not like this guy loves me or something, and I know this. I guess I just wish he did. I've tried so many times to get him out of my head. It's not like i don't have a bf. I do. My bf is a hunk and I love him...but not the same way I obsessed over my teacher. I feel like I love my teacher on a deeper level. I'm 19 by the way and out of highschool. I don't know why I'm acting like a crazed school girl. It's not that I want to have sex with my teacher, and I would never want to marry him...but I just feel cared for...it's a really weird feeling. Sometimes I snap back to reality and realise how stupid I'm acting...but sometimes I get stuck in this...can someone explain what is wrong with me?...it's not like my teacher knew me that well either...I was really shy and quiet...but he made me feel special...helppdoes anyone else have these feelings