OK...Along with my coke habit, i too have the exact same problenm as you except i just tapered down to over the counter diet pills. Was using street stuff for 15 years. The reason Im telling you this? I am 49 years old. I am just now getting around to doing what i should have done years ago. I am disabled now. Fybromyalgia and arthritus. I blame the severity of my dissability directly to the drugs.Please do something about this before it is too late.