when i was about 11 i was hanging about with an older boy and one time in his room he started making suggestions about what i do with my penis as in masterbating and that.
i didnt even know what girls was back then so am still confused what went on.
as i didnt know what girls was and that he talked me into doing male sex and this went on for about 2 months untill i relized his mates was laughing at me saying can they have a go,,i then relized what i was doing wrong and now wonder if it was my fault or was i abused or mislead in anyway.
i supose i got to my ripe age of 32 and it kills me thinking about it that i need an answer to this but every day i think was i abused or was this just expermenting.
i didnt even know what masterbating was at time so im sure it wasnt my idea.
i didnt even start thinking about this till i was getting to 28 year old but now it kills me every day : (
if you could let me know your thoughts on this it might help me,thx