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Old Feb 22, 2009, 03:16 AM
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My family has always had financial problems. I grew up as a child hoping for a better life and to have more money. I meet this wonderful guy, handsome rich kind generous religious...He's the perfect guy...but I don't think it's real love. I'm not totally sure about this...it's been a year. Instead I meet this mexican guy who I avoided for several months. He wouldn't leave me alone. I had no feelings for him at all. I wasn't attracted at all. All I knew was that I was attracted to my rich bf. WELL, lo and behold...The mexican starts getting to know me and I get to know him. We become friends...He keeps trying to hold my hand and hold me ingeneral...I get pissed off and tell him to take a hike I dunno how many times. Told him i love my bf...told him a whole bunch of stuff...Then we just clicked one day...it just happened...I saw him in a new light...I feel like I'm falling for him...but I love my bf...why do things get so complicated....I don't even know what to do anymore..I'm not sure if this mexican guy is playing tricks with me and only wants to steal me away from my bf...or if I am actually in love with him...I have no clue but it's sterssing me out...I want to stay true to my bf...but I'm not exactly sure i can trust this mexican......All I wanted was friendship from the mexican..I told him that I dunno how many times...now he calls me baby and cutie pie...I'm like..I'm not your baby...I have a bf. I guess i chould just get rid of the friendship with the mexican
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