We understand. Take your time with it, the healing process. Each part needs to heal in order for the whole to heal, IMO, and in my experience. We are still healing and some days are good and some days really bad. Use your tools in the interim. Try to remember that the DID is an ingenious survival tool. This may not make sense today but it might tomorrow or the next day. Meds?? IME, it depended upon who was out and what their needs were, if the meds were effective. Sometimes when we feel bad, it's hard to remember that we felt worse without the meds. And sometimes it needs to be adjusted. Can you talk to your Pdoc or T?
Hugs if okay
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 "It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end.
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