Just to let everybody know, I've started to pick myself up. This is a result from your support.

Yesterday I went for jogging, treated myself to a movie and a good dinner. I'm going to pump it up at work and increase exercise. I hooked up with two other girls and we now make jogging meetings and this week we will also go to the pool for swimming. I'm going to lose those extra pounds and become stronger. And you know what? Is he going to be at that conference? Really? With her as well? Ha! At that conference I'll arrange all business meetings in the daytime BUT I'll fill all my evenings with activities like going to the opera, a ballet show, walking around the city. I'll be booking tickets over the internet!!!! That will keep me entertained but also quite unavailable!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm going to be nice to myself!!!!!!!