Hello darkangel1210, it's nice to meet you. I am glad that you found us here, this is a great place to meet new friends and find support.
The best advice I have is to do what makes you happiest, your happiness and well being is very important.
Is there anyway that you can see a therapist? Maybe you could really talk about this situation in therapy and decide what is best for you.
I hope to see you around, if you have any questions feel free to private message any community liaison or moderator, here is a link to a list of forum leaders.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showgroups.php