a 15 year old HS student.

last monday night, my mom told me that i was kinda snobber according to that boy's aunt. It somehow feels bad. I didn't intend to be rude in any way. I just can't handle it.

I also wanted to talk to him since he's 'bout my age but there is somewhat a very strong force that forbade me from doing so. I'm afraid that after starting a nice conversation, it'll end up strangely bad.