Aww. Thanks for not saying mean things about it guys. :3 *free hugs for everyone* I appreciate it. And I'm fine, it's just starting to get kinda disruptive.

No, I don't see anyone. I'm nearly 18, my parents have given up on trying to get me to a doctor again. I'm kind of thinking about it, but I want my medical records sealed. I was automatically BPD cos I SI'ed, and I don't fit to BPD at all. Some shrinks are wierd about that and I don't want to deal with another T like the last one pulling the shi-ite she did.

No doc no meds, and yes I'm drug free, I just act high and off naturally. >_> Err, yea.

>"so what if there's aliens here to get me - I'll **** them up!"
Hahaha. I really need to remember that one. I don't know if it will make it all go away, but it amuses me. :3

Maybe it's getting caused by me not eating so well the past two or so months? Like, not eating a lot period? o_o; I don't know. I'd like to know what's causing it, I don't want to get worse. Or does it just progress on its own, and not need a reason? It's not real then I guess, but it doesn't make it easier.