how are you doing cleanhippie09? have you found a way to stop yet? remembered the things that helped you stop before? stopping for a year is great - it sets you up with ways of coping that you can try again - there are bumps in the road , sometimes we fall down, there is no shame in that - we get up dust ourselves off and try again - take care
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet