WOW!!! How did you get inside my brain? That is my life you're talking about, except the mother hating part. Everything else is dead on, although I've been able to make a 'couple' of friends here. Are we sisters separated at birth? I'm sorry you're dealing with this too. Believe me, I know the pain it brings to be rejected by the world. I'm right there with you. I really wish things were different for you and that I could offer you some advice, but since I'm dealing with the same thing, I don't know the answers either. All I can tell you is that you're not alone, I'm here and I understand. Send me a PM any time if you want to talk. It'll probably be the only one I get.

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