(((((big, huge, giganto hugs))))))

You're entitled to hate how you're feeling right now... its not a pleasant experience, otherwise, they wouldn't call it heart break

It sounds to me like you're trying to do things that distract you from your emotions? I think that is a good thing right now. Other things that you might try are watching a favourite TV show, reading a book, hanging out here, really.. just doing anything that occupies your mind, because doing that is incompatible with thinking thoughts of him...

I mean it when I said I'm here for you.... if you want to talk, I'm on msn, or just send me a PM or something, k?

You will get through this... one day at a time
Hang in there hun

xo