me05,

Just posting here and sharing what you are feeling is one huge step forwards.

If we can't seem to get the help we need from those close to us then we have to find other ways to get it. And sharing with others in the same situation helps us do that.

I have been dealing with my stuff a long time and so it doesn’t worry me so much today as it did when I was younger. I have a psych doc appointment today at 10.30 and I don’t feel so good but I can’t post about it… Yet. So good for you for being able to do that.