There are some people who are shallow....they start off that way & end up that way.....never growing up to feel anything other than their own shallow surroundings (I married one like that).
I never had mental health issues until I was 42 years old.....but growing up, I was always able to put myself into the feelings that were being expressed, or the feelings of someone who was explained to me (such as Emily Dickenson) with their eccentric behaviors. I was always interested in other feelings & trying to understand why people felt the way they did, always trying to understand the deeper why's.......but I have found in lifetime that there are very few people who care to understand anything outside of themselves.
You are blessed to have that deeper understanding at your age....as it will get you much farther in life having that understanding & acceptance of other peoples ways & feelings that are different than your & what others consider different than the ordinary.
You are on the right track & you will my a much more understanding, caring person the rest of your life than those others ever will allow themselves to be.
Be proud of who & what you are,
Debbie
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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