What will stop him....
Nothing stopped him back then
4,5,6,15

What is my number in years going to stop him?

I am snapping, I spent an hour wondering my back yard, talking to trees....had a lovely conversation with a pine tree, they seem to hold the best conversations..

yes god, wow, i know, brain fried...ABSOLUTLEY FRIED

I just feel like laughing for no reason, just ****ing laughing till my ribs crack ahahhhaahhahahha

Wish I had some alcohol, wish I had some pills, wish I had a razor blade, just want to bury myself in the backyard, hahahaha, like a reversed ostrich..

I dont' know, how I am holding on, even if he doesn't come back, it doesn't matter, this is all that was needed to push me overboard..I was doing so good, telling myself such pretty little lies, such pretty little lullabys, sooo pretty and sweet they where..hahah and now they are all gone, bye bye...

bye bye..bye bye..

I don't...know..what..is..wrong with me? this is ridicilous, damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't sleep, can't sleep, the dreams, the dreams..the DREAMS..