Well, then I guess I'm not that silly hehe. To come from her saying (admitedly out of anger and it being basically an ultimatum, not meaning what she said really) that we were done, she didn't need me and there was nothing I could do to fix it...to have her back (except for ... ya know, but that will come with time as she works through her PTSD ) and feel "normal"...it's huge for me!

Thanks again you guys for your support and caring!