Thank you for your replies. I do have a t, but am getting a new one as the one I see is a pervert. I found out today he's not only been like it with me, but with a fiend of a friend called Becca. A formal complaint is being made to the college.. He got far too close today. I gave him the hardest, coldest stare I have ever given anyone

I went to my dr today and he checked my heart rate, BP and temperature. My heart's got worse.. I have atrial ectopic beats.. I was diagnosed with it about 2 years ago now and after seeing my GP today, I found out that from him listening, it sounds like they've got worse. I have to have an ECG in a couple of weeks' time and have to go back to the surgery if I faint again, to get it dne immediately. Apart from that, just more meds to add to the ones I already have for IBS. Maybe a change of anti d's, but we have to wait a few weeks to see if it calms down at all. If it doesn't, then we may have to see about hospital admission to figure out what it is...

Blergh.. i feel so ill and weak today Don't want to eat anything, but I know that Connor wants me to and.. I just don't want to

I'm sure me and Connor will find a way through this. I hope with all my heart that we do..