Hi everyone,
I need an advice about what I should do. So here is the situation...
I cannot stop thinking about someone I met over 5 years ago. I haven't seen him since that time. We never went out. I met him in high school and I fell in love at the first sight. When I saw him, my first automatic thought was..this is a guy I'm gonna marry. And I know it's been more than a crush. I also felt like he was attracted to me too and we had this connection but nothing really happened - I was very shy in high school.
My problem is I can't stop thinking about him. I used to imagine that I bump into him one day and something will start between us.
I know someone may say that I should contact him but I don't want to do it like that. I know he has a girlfriend now and I wouldn't want to come between him and somebody else but at the same time i can't forget him. I know it seems like I live in this illusion, so how can I get out of this state of being stuck in the past?