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Originally Posted by hangingon
Phoenix
Thats exactly where I am at alot. Not believing myself because my memories are so vague, or fragmented. I can remember things right about to happen then the memory goes blank. This can be very frustrating, I just need to accept it but more than not I want to deny those things ever happened.
thats EXACTLY it!!!!! I have so much trouble accepting these things - I shout no it's not real! and then its worse because if its not real then what type of a lunatic makes that stuff up!!!! then I go off into spiral land 
" I have never let people see the side of me that really hurts and letting my T in is not going to be easy."
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sometimes you have to open old wounds to get all the poison out and let it heal - thats what it feels like to me - it hurts....
- hang in there  oops hang in there hangingon!  no pun intended! take care
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