((((((((((((((((((((mazer))))))))))))))))))))))

What did you say in your letter to her? Perhaps she just saw it as a response to her letter, and doesn't understand that you are waiting for a response.

I have learned from T that if I need something from him, I really have to ask for it very directly...and it's scary!! But I do it anyway, and learning to do that has been a big source of growth for me in therapy.

If you are afraid to call, could you write her another letter and ask about starting therapy again with her, privately??

I know my T cares about me very much, but he absolutely will not respond to a call or e-mail unless I literally state that that is what I need. He's made only one exception in our 15 months together. It's not because he doesn't care, or doesn't want to respond....it's because he is helping me learn to ask for what I need, directly.

(((((((((((((((((((((mazer))))))))))))))))))))))) Don't be afraid to write her again and tell her what you really need...