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hey guys, and michah u didnt cross any lines. i think that u guys are right. my chances of getting what i want from these women is nearly impossible. I do think they unconsciously represent my birth mom....i think im loooking for something that stems back to the adoption. But yes, i have never been interested in relationships with people my own age (well ever since i was ridiculed for an entire year in middle school for being asian) But yeah, i constantly want attention from these women ill never get and no matter how many times i say "sarah its never goin to happen get over it" one smile from them makes all the chances of detaching nearly impossible. I know as a fact that they wont be the only ones i feel this way about. In fact, they arent..i had 2 more people like these two...a 28 year old teacher and a 31 year old teacher. U know i thought it may be the mother thing...but i dont look towards older women...generally the people i attach to are young... (the one is 37..but shes gorgeous for her age) and preferably short hair....im not sure what to do about this...
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당신의 사랑은 법률을 위반하고 있었다, 그러나 나는 증인을 필요로 했다 <3
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