It's nice to know that someone else out their understands where I'm at It's tough eh? While yesterday I felt just rotten and panicky - really wanted to do something, to save the relationship - today I feel ready to just do what I need to do and let him do what he needs to. I will still care about him, but I don't want to bend his elbow or anything It will be tough to not feel like I'm trying to please him when we talk tho.

The toughest thing is that feeling like I don't have my best friend, because we are/were super close. Hang in there! How long have you been with your guy? What are some of the difficulties between you?