((((diana's clan))))) right now i wonder why we ever started communicating with each other. mostly it's a really good thing. keep trying for it. you will have more benefits than not, really.

feeling so lonely
trying to hold everything in.
not a good move, i know that.
feels like a melt down is coming
but so is my best friend.
holding off till she gets here???
can't ruin her visit.
she says she is here for me.
she DID also. SRA survivor
i'm not SRA.
my stuff isn't as bad as hers.
my abuse not like that.
i am being way too self absorbed
selfish
get on with life.
get out of my inside and work harder

not sure it's gonna work.
wi