I'm sorry you are so deeply hurting.
I see in your writing that you love your parents and that your parents loves you. With all your deep pain, you still have love in your home. That's a positive thing, a very important special feeling.
You have also just opened another door to help you out. The door of Psych Central. We are here for you and we are all willing to give you our friendship and support. Maybe we can't do much but we surely do welcome you with open arms.
Please keep talking to us! We care!
nightdream
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