I meet T at a very large church complex. Yesterday I arrived about an hr early (as usual, so I can get calmed down before I go in)

it happened that I saw her in the bldg and she said, I'm not doing anything right now, if you want to get started early we can.
she gave me 45 extra minutes and wont let me pay her.
this really is a gift, I know how people feel who win big in the lottery.
I'm really amazed. and of all days to give extra time, yesterday was it, we had hard stuff too talk about.