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A friend listened to me explain my issues a couple of days and pointed me in the right direction for help. I should say I know that I can trust the person.
As a direct result I have been quite happy and relaxed (slighty hyper at times) for the past day and a bit thinking of what had been said and then bang I woke this morning full of mistrust, and I'm doubting everything, anxious that this information could be made public, I feel sick to my stomach and very wary of people and regretting that what I had disclosed.
I have contacted my friend many times in the past week and I feel that I am pestering them too much… I know I am in a negative frame of mind at the moment and hopefully it will pass.
I am trying to understand why when you are confident in the person do you all of a sudden mistrust and doubt all that had been said ?
Polperro
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Pegasus March 2009
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