Ah.......

quit guessing whats wrong with me

she just doesnt have time as much. and i cant get mad, i mean shes helped me consistently for the last 3 years. shes just trying to enjoy living with more human contact that she did have. so guess im just whining again huh?

just feel like ive been "left" by everybody that should have mattered. feeling like I dont want it to happen again. and honestly ive gotten so used to leaning on her. like were best friends.

know what i mean?

thx
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