I cut myself, but its not like deep, its more like cat scatches, but still I do it. I only do it because after im done I am able to relax, like I drained all of my problems. I try not to do it often but the temptation is hard to withstand. I don't know what to do so I came here to seek help. Only my friends know but they would never tell, I know them to well because then they would become involoved. (Which they don't like to do) I can't tell anyone in my family because I don't want them to think they are the ones doing something wrong it makes me feel even worse. I started when my dad got re-married and I havent seen him since November, also my boyfriend dumped me for my best friend. (We are not friends anymore) Now I feel like I mean nothing, so I think that is why. My friends say I need to get help, and that I am depressed, now that I read back on things I have wrote I'm starting to think they are right. But I'm still like a kid and I don't know where to turn. Please Help.