Locust,
I think you are doing a diservice to yourself and your T. If you think therapy helps you and you want to talk about certain things then you need to set aside time to do it. When you schedule a therapy appointment write it in your planner, and tell yourself others can wait and cash needs to be set aside for your appointment. When you just don't show up for an appointment it not only just negatively affects you. You prevent your T from earning a living and you prevent others taking that session.

I would attempt to schedule another appointment, block out the time in your schedule, and committe to going no matter what. No excuses!! Then when you get there jump right into this issue. It sound like you have something going on. It is likely affecting you in more ways than you realize.