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Old Feb 25, 2009, 11:19 PM
justaguy justaguy is offline
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Originally Posted by youOme View Post
Note: If you have a eating disorder this could be influencial or triggery, just avoid if you want.

My legal drug of choice is over the counter diet pills. I have been taking diet pills since I was 14 years old and I know my health is being affected. Today I have four bottles of diet pills in my medicine cabinet and two empty bottles in the console of my car. I also abuse diuretics. I've always felt this immense pressure to be thin, but the funny thing is I have never truly been thin. I have always been a shapely girl, accept when I was abusing illegal substances years ago. I feel completely drained of energy and massively filled over if I do not take my pills. The diet pills keep me energized and the diuretics drain me so I do not feel so full all the time. They used to supress my hunger, but I have built a tolerance to all diet pills, they no longer suppress my hunger, but they do make smaller meals more filling.

My largest fear is if I do get myself off the diet pills, I will balloon up and never beable to shed it the healthier route. I've probably tore up my thyroid. I imagine I have a future of corrupted health issues and plus size pants. My outlook is scary here.....what could I do?

Posting Confusion, btw....could have been considered "eating disorder."

Addiction seemed more apropriate since it's habit I can't break and it's negatively affecting my life.
hi as far as the eating goes try grapefruit pills they are made by compressing the husk of the fruit and they expand in your stomach,
also drying you up. and a good fiber pill sure wouldnt hurt. as far as that speed buzz goes thats a problem and your right this not an eating disorder. your going to be tired and lazy for a long time, but time is the answer. you will get over the urge. good luck and dont give up. remember they make that crap into meth. take good look at a meth-head that will be your tomorrow your just on a slow boat. hey so whats so wrong with some curves anyway