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Old Feb 26, 2009, 12:36 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Genn and all}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

oh hunny i'm so sorry that you are feeling this way , locked in all the hurt and confusion. Yes we all want and need the pain and torment of these memories that haunt us to stop but death is not the answer hunny.......we can and do fight this day in and day out........we sometimes fail to see rtha many many times that we come so close to that edge , to the reasoning in our mind that death seems like the only option............ in our hearts we dont want to be dead, its so final what we want is an end to the terrible pain ..... it can and it will happen hunny, we have to believe that!!!! we have to continue to slowly slowly walk our way through our hurt and pain so that one day we will live again without all this hurt within a system that makes us whole and complete.
Hunny we are strong ....... we survived, got this far so we must be.................sometimes we just cant see all of this
reach out to us hunny and we will continue to try to walk this long and bumpy road.....we can do this ..... believe it hunny and draw strength from us all as we do during our lowest and weakest moments

We love you all hunny.......we all matter......'fire' and 'water' hunny remember.............. DONT GIVE UP cus we are not alone hunny......we are with you right there at your side holding onto you so that you dont fall.......grab hold of us hunny.........WE CAN DO THIS..........HOPE is there hunny

love you all
Mandyxx
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