{{{{{{{{{{{Genn}}}}}}}}}}}}} I can't pretend to know your deep pain and I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. No one deserves to suffer like this.

The only thing I can say to you right now is that, right now, your life is as if you are in a long, dark tunnel. There is an exit as sure as there was an entrance. The only way out is to keep putting one foot in front of the other and know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are not walking this tunnel by yourself.

I've seen how much people here love you. I've spoken with you and know what a beautiful, lovely person you are. We are here with you, walking beside you, caring for you and helping you as you take each uncertain step. Hear our voices encouraging you and take comfort in that you are not alone.

It WILL get better, Genn. Just don't give up! It's okay to take a break now and then, but always keep hope alive. Rest and get up again and keep putting one foot in front of the other. You will make it!

Know that I pray for you many times a day; as often as I think of you and you have been on my mind quite a bit. You're a lovely person to get to know. I'm enjoying every bit of it.

Onward and upward, Genn. You'll make it!