Losing time can be very scary. It sounds like you are taking some precaustions to keep yourself safe. That is so important. If you don't have to drive and it is unsettling for you then maybe that is a method to keep you safe. Can your t work with you to meet these alters you have not yet met? Maybe then you can start to piece together what has been happening. Know you are not alone with what you are experiencing and your feelings of fear well understood. Please take care of you and stay safe.

BB