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hi t-mac,
it is normal to be afraid and worried when first going to a therapist. you are having anxiety and it was a good suggestion that maybe you should write down some things to tell this person so you don't worry that you will float away and just waste the time you have.
i have sometimes found myself typing gibberish as i doze off while on the computer. sometimes i just get my fingers off the proper keys (i learned to touch type, rather than the hunt and peck method) i typed a whole page of n's and then k's recently. sigh...
we all go through some weird things and maybe your alters are just trying to make sure you pay attention to them by typing when you are im'ing with others. all these experiences just mean you need to pay attention to yourself, somewhere inside part of you is getting desperate for help and they just want to be heard. we all want to be heard. hang in there and be patient with yourself. it will get better in time, i really do believe that because it happened for me and i had a lot of junk to deal with. i care. hugs if you want them,
leslie and her pixies
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