hes a reallyniceguy.idontknow how i fell back into it. i thought we were just gonnameet at the parkand ride and then hed drive on to walmart (he doesnt remember hwere i live) but then hed said hed wait and we could just chat.

ok....so he only textsme...nevercalls. he wants tomeetin apark and ride and startsdoing stuff then i try to back off but he makes it so convincingthen i finally say no and say i have to leave but he gets kinda aggravated. in between all this he says he really cares aboutme but doesnt know it wecan date becauseimtechnically a virgin. he agrees we can just be friends and allbut deepinside i still want tobemore so i keep talking tohim.

whydo i always ****up arelationship.i suck