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others have said it genn, what we want is easing of the pain more than death. the suicide song begins again when we think maybe it will always hurt THIS bad. that is NOT TRUE. it will NOT alway hurt this bad, be this confusing, awful, scary, painful. no, it will not stay this sharply painful and scary. in time it gets better, progress is made and we find our way, bit by bit.
it used to be so awful for me so often, sometimes i got lost in the pain and panicked thinking i might never get out of pain again. ooh, it was such a nightmare. but, i did get out. help did come. slowly i built trust with my others. bottom line is this: JUST DON'T GIVE UP. if you just keep on keeping on it will begin to heal, grow and improve.
the dissociation that saved us as children seems to hang us as adults. those coping skills are not adequate for the adult life and they begin to break down and life turns chaotic and scary. with help you can learn new ways, heal old wounds and find a new life. you will get there...in time. just don't quit. hugs if you want them,
leslie and her pixies
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